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So I haven’t been on tumblr in months because of how busy I’ve been. And I forgot how personally people take things lol

Anonymous: Wow okay elitism much?? Just because someone isn't struggling for money, or appear like they are, (They may be struggling a lot and you just don't know) it doesn't give you the right to loathe them. And if someone does have money, it doesn't necessarily mean it was handed to them or they have luck. Ever think that maybe they worked hard???? How much is your college tuition? If it's that expensive and you hate it so much just don't go. My god people like you annoy me so much.

1. You’re posting anon so I can’t take you seriously. But since you took time out of your day to complain about my post that I was venting on while I was furious, I’ll take time out of mine to explain some things.

2. You don’t know who I was talking about. The ONE person - not an entire class of people like you assume I’m talking about-  I know very personally. I probably know more about them their own family, who by the way pays for their apartment, car, insurance, doctor bills, food bills, and even gives them extra spending money “just because”. Did you also know that they don’t have a job because their parents told them that they would pay for everything? I’ve known this person for 7+ years. I know 98% of their struggles (Which in comparison to many MANY other peoples struggles, are little to none.) and breaking a nail is highest on their list. So yes, when I am barely getting by it drives me insane to hear them say things like “Oh my god my parents gave me way less spending money this month.”

The last thing I wanted was for them to start telling me that stressing about my payments was ridiculous because I just wasn’t trying hard enough to make more money.

3. I am a full time college student who works 18-20 hours a week at most on $7.35 an hour. And believe me I’ve been putting in job applications in left and right to find a better paying job. I LOVE college. College is expensive, yes. And I get stressed to the max trying to pay for everything now so that I will be debt free when I graduate.

I push myself, I struggle, I stress. It’s life. Please tell me what college student doesn’t do that. I made a post in the middle of a very stressful day. You took a someone venting about someone very specific and got offended.

I know there are people out there who have worse issues than money. And I know there are people out there who have worse issues than mine. As for the post I made that offended you so much, It wasn’t about you or any random group of people. It was about one person who drives me insane.

Glad I could assist in your daily annoyance fill.

buttsandbarbells:

I’m surrounded by people who just wanna get blackout drunk for fun. Like nah man. Let’s go camping or take a road trip or do some stuff we haven’t done before. I wanna live.

That and I loathe people who don’t know what it feels like to struggle. Like no, you’ve either always had stuff handed to you or had extremely good luck. You don’t know what it’s like to have to work really hard for something so I would not like your input.

I’m so broke right now it isn’t even funny.

"I have never known who or what I am supposed to be. The only thing I know for sure, is that I am supposed to be more than I have been."
-William Chapman (via loveless-people)

I’ve been away for so long I’ve almost forgotten how to tumblr

Life update

College is fun and I start my second (and final) year this fall.

My other half still lives 50 trillion billion (actually 106) miles away but we get to see each other 1-2 times a month now so that’s good.

My social life went from a 5 out of 10 to a 0 out of 10. I love all my friends but currently college, work, and sleep are priorities.

Something that frustrates me is how low my poetry book collection is (only 12 books and it’s sad) and how little time I have to read anymore. I miss reading.